Tuesday, February 21, 2012
The last couple of week have really worn on me. I've been juggling the full-time mom role with the practicum student role and haven't really had the chance to fully go from one to the other. Internship is just looming around the corner and I don't know if I'm mentally prepared for it. My youngest child is turning 3 next month and I keep wondering how he got to be so big. Donald may or may not be going to 6 weeks of training (thanks Air Force for the hurry up and wait training) and so I feel like I'm sitting in a big river with lots of broken pieces of Arctic ice floating around me and I don't know which direction to take. At the end of the river is a waterfall creeping ever closer, so the decision making will have to kick in soon. But for now I just don't know what, if anything, I can do. And I don't like it one bit.